Lord pls help

I want to know if this way is a fruitful way and meaningful way Lord pls let me have faith.  i want to trust Lord but i do not know how Lord guides us vividly.

Pls help Fun to have faith on U. I do not know why she is so concerned with her wealth, but let her trust that You can provide and never let us down since we are Your children.

Am i too foolish that gave up my job?  i trust that You won’t let me down.  pls let me can be your testimonial so that people know can see how fruitful and faithful You are.

I wanna get up at 6am every morning so that i can be close to You.

其實仍然驚

我驚我是真的太傻，付出一切卻得不到主的喜悅。求主堅固自己。

像訂婚的人，決定了卻不能立刻結婚，反而有點害怕，不知會否衝動、魯莽。

我不刺激，不求富貴，只求那份屬天又真實的心靈喜樂，生活能如光。

The last piano lesson

Teacher said i was playing well the hymns.  i think it is because i need practice.  i need 2 hours practice everyday to improve the techniques.

Jonathan is my concern.  we the serving sister camchoose to share and eat at dinner. 

Another th

主的安排

若不是哥哥信了主，和我信了主，妹妹不會信主。若不是我們三兄妹信主，媽媽不會信主。若不是婆婆信主，或許媽媽的信心不會那麼堅定，她也不會如此支持我去宣教。

主知道我的軟弱，又讓我要受一點試煉，讓爸爸未信主，好讓我能更仔細思想是否要走宣教這條路。

主就是在我還未出母腹前，已命定我要在香港出生，然後讀書信主，然後畢業時遇上金融風暴，好讓媽媽信主，然後又讓我能踏出這一步。

每一步都是恩典！

Want to ignore everything

Is it because i don’t have vision?  i have the target to go ahead?

I thought i love piano, but i don’t think i have the ability and confidence to handle it well like my current job. I thought i love bible, but i seldom read bible.

Is it because God want me to know all happens are not from myself but just Him?

I do think i don’t have enough passion and ability to serve Him, but i want to see if i can experience His power on me.

Reality is cruel.  once i and panda give up our jobs, we really don’t know if we can find another even as good as before.  all we can do is to see how God leads us.

今天好多了

要好好照顧身體，學習愛惜自己，不要只靠醫生了。

今天有點不捨的感覺。很真的道理，就是當失去了才懂得珍惜，盼望主不讓自己後悔所選擇的。

仍然薄臉皮。如何能放膽見證主，如使徒、又如韋華先生、又如東哥般一樣勇敢？下星期三的聖誕聯歡會，求主幫助！

How can i love you more my Lord?

I am eager to serve Lord, but i am not thirsty on His word.  How come?  Lord pls help me.

I am distributing the prayer letters today, but i find i cannot share deeply to everyone i want to keep in touch.  i evendo not pray for others often.

My neck was hurt and painful.  wish i can be healed soon and not to be hurt again next year.

感恩主賜友誼

今天同兩位好姊妹食飯，很開心，她們都是我心上的人，是因主耶穌而得真友誼，比童年所建立的友誼更真摰，是主耶穌所賜的。

晚上同小鈺傾訴關於分手的事，其實沒有信心可安慰到她，唯有交比神，求主親自安慰。感恩主聽禱告，因為我們得的結論是相信凡在自己身上發生的都是主許可的，並祂會安排最好的。最後竟沒有流淚，充滿著喜樂地禱告及歸家。神的作為真奇妙！

最近迷上了打機，於是立志就是每逢想打機就要停下一回去讀經，免得荒廢。主又提醒要保守自己作完全人。

I finish the prayer letter

Thank God since i revisited many memory with God and i cannot stop my tears running out.  tonight i am so relax to enjoy playing piano and just play.

I also admitted that i have too less faith, but God always works not lazy.  Alex came to cell goup yesterday and i was so surprised .  i almosr gave up since i thought he wanted to escape us.  i don’t know what he thinks but i thanks God to gather us to share Jesus together.

I am doubted that why Heidi always works such late night.  i don’t understand her field but i would really pray her to have balance work life.

被提醒

今天終於睇完關於差傳奉獻的文章後，明白了很多 神的工作，亦覺得自己距離倚靠近神還有很大的距離。求主幫助。

Om其中一個宗旨係要重整敬拜和禱告的生命。我十分認同，福音派似乎著重認罪悔改，但太甚時變得有點律法主義。如何能天天生活都流露著敬拜和傳福音的生命，真正活出主所愛大使命的門徒人生？

求主幫助自己克服遲到的壞習慣，建立倚靠耶和華以勒和渴慕神話語的心。

Just dont want to do

Or i need fun and play more?  i want joyous life not just tasking.  how should i adjust?

Lord pls help me to depend on you and your power instead of my own control.  i need your help to give me strength.

Pls let me be strong in you.

掛念

今天忽然覺得很掛念團友，很想擁抱他們，雖然不是促膝詳談，但因主耶穌我們能相聚在一起，是多麼的美！

越來越近要出發的日子，卻依靠主的心比以前減少，身體又差了。是撒旦的攻擊嗎?求主幫助。

晚上跟kathy晚飯，很久沒有這樣在一起逛逛，可能之後更少機會。感恩主讓我有這樣愛我的姊妹，說真的，我有點不捨得她。

跟carmen談不知明年的團契將會如何，但相信改變是在神的掌管之下，對團契必有益處。願主彰顯祂的作為！

Get to sleep quickly

As i need to restore my energy asap. 

These two days i watched youtube to learn some skills of playing chords.  i feel excited and i truly want to play piano more fluently.  i think perhaps i don’t have the gift to play classical music, but i want to enjoy music firstly.

Because music is a present from God.  it brings us joy and peace and add colors to our life.

Everybody is working busily in hk.  how can we escape it and enjoy life and fellowship again like our child time?