忙到爆左

快頂唔順！

要寫代禱信，但又想訓多d覺。

Carmen結婚希望搞得好好睇睇啦，最緊要見證 神，同埋我第一次做統籌咁大。

由朝做到晚不停好似做左打字機器咁...

Eat out with mum

Seldom eat out with mum.  We didn’t talk much since we are not talkative women.  i am tired of her grumbling why i still do not have a boyfriend, but i know mum now learns to be patient and listen.  Thanks God.

I told her perhaps Wilson is a good man and can be considered, so i promise mum to pray more.  yes i should admit that i do not often pray for love affairs.  perhaps i am tired of outside pressure so i even want to ignore it and let it come easy.  now i should repent and pray to see how God reply my prayer.

One thing comes up my mind recently.  missionary actually is a kind of living.  dont take heavily serious mind on it otherwise we cannot live out the happiness and joyful spiritual life in reality.  can i experience missionary life with light burden and easy way like JESUS?

有透不過氣的感覺

但我想到主耶穌既冇佳形美容，亦不辭勞苦地服事人，那麼我們跟隨祂的，就當學習祂的溫柔謙卑。因為祂的擔是容易的，祂的軛是輕省的。

這讓我想到聖經評論摩西比眾人更謙和，當他面對可拉等輩的民叛變時，他仍俯伏謙卑在眾人面前，從不自怨自艾。

當 神發烈怒要滅以色列人時，摩西總在神面前懇求。

當摩西實在抱怨帶領這民的責任太重，他只在神面前求，重新得力。

這是否因摩西從尊貴顯赫的王子身份，而後去沙漠流浪牧羊，所鍛鍊出來的堅忍性格呢？

我辭職令我不能進入管理層，但神是否要磨練我呢？求主讓我相信主的安排是最好的。

Feel sick but keep going

I am glad that my colleagues love me so much, like Connie is good to encourage me and let me choose my way although i know it is risky if i don’t choose to stay at Maidenform.  i know economic environment is going to be worse ans worse, but i want to learn to put faith on my Lord instead of others.  In Him is like in a shelter.

I also miss my team and my companion Annie.  i never felt such missing when i left previous company.  Lord let me know it is no regret for me.

It is not a long journey and it is also not a short journey.  a little withdrawal will bring so much inconvenience and caring from family and friends, then how much more if i become a missionary?

I get to hurry up to finish prayer letter asap otherwise it is difficult to raise fund from brothers and sisters by end dec.  May God make it happen.

煩、忙、病

今天病假，但仍很忙！難道香港人就是不能擺脫”忙”這個厄運嗎？

感恩今天能休息，本想去找Vicky食Lunch,反正飯是要食的，但不想一出街又Shopping又休息唔到，所以都係返屋企休息。

但返屋企冇停過上網，處理各樣瑣碎事，科技發達的年代使人足不出戶就能解決很多事情如付賬，電郵，交稅等，但令在家休息的自己卻仍覺得很忙碌。

最後迫自己放下所有事要午睡個半鐘。

晚上去Om了解出發前籌務經費的事，聽後也不知應怎樣做，感恩有位去南非的弟兄已出了他的代禱信，我可參考一下。

月禱會碰見一位姊妹，像是甄詠珠姑娘，不知有否認錯，但我對她有種情意結，因她曾對我說過我的名字很特別，希望我能散發出美”麗“馨“香”的事奉。